elements beneath the sky...

Owning 2 masks - featuring my true self & the other self... I've drifted from the normal path. Juz some thoughts, opinions, complaints, gossips, bullshits... beneath the boundaryless sky that we share.

Name:

I am... by my own standards... a simple, sincere, average-looking scopio who can be both quiet and crazy; one who needs time to warm up to people; a homebody; sometimes impatient and stubborn, and erm, a mech engineer who doesn't look and sound like one.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

R.e.O.r.g.

*** The change is chaotic and destructive ***
(I see it coming...)


*** Pple coming up to shake your hands wishing you good luck ***
(not once but twice in a day... how assuring!)


*** Present news: Darkest -> Future news: Pitch Dark? ***
(Can I be the light bulb? I inspire to be one.)


*** Is that how those under her work? ***
(Strategy: Understand others' psychology and use appropriate measures)



There will come a time when I have to
take over,
overcome fear, and
believe there is an island of opportunity
in the middle of that challenge/difficulty/trial.

Unless I spread my wings,
I have no idea how far I can go.

Let the journey begins.
Embrace as it comes.
One step at a time.
The cup is half-full, not half-empty.

Monday, November 26, 2007

It flies! It floats!


It's Chitty Chitty Bang Bang...

It's probably the most visually stunning musical I've watched
(but I've to admit that I found two parts boring).
I especially like the miniaturization of the kidnap scene,
the flying car that probably outshone every cast,
the two amazingly talented young leads, and
the theme song.

--- Watched it with my bro under student's rate of S$52 ---
(Circle 2, EE 36/37)

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Low morale...

Everyone gives excuses... some lousy, some acceptable, some exceptionally good.

Someone explained to me:
"I wanted to call J.F. but I've been looking for J.F.'s namecard since blah blah blah...". (FYI, J.F. is a high profile person)
-- This is what I label as super lousy excuse --
Why?
You just got to key his name in any search engine and bingo, his contact would just appear. You don't even have to search high and low for it.
Yes, I did point this out to that Someone...

Geez, these four years... I learn almost nothing except the 3-Ps... Please, Perseverance, and Patience.

*****

I'm initially neutral about the re-org. My boss even told me that I'm very cheem when I said "I'm not worried, just concerned..." to our VP a few days ago... =) Jokes aside...
Now, I probably have to take back partial of my words after I heard and observed everything that was done and said in just one day. The morale in my group dipped from an all-time high (what I observed when I first join them) to an all-time low (guess it couldn't be any lower) yesterday. For the very first time, I got to experience what it's like when those high up in the mgmt promote those who sang in tune with them so as to build their first line of defence, how the big fish eat the small fish, how they remove potential projects out of the hands of those who had painstakingly done more than 60% of the cumbersome/difficult parts, do the remaining on their behalf and claim the credits at the end of it all,... it's all the ugly high mgmt warfare tactics. I wonder if they ever turn their back and look at how many soldiers are still following them and how many they sacrificed in the process.

I had a talk with L., understand and address some of her concerns... offer some suggestions.
I also went for a drink with a colleague B. and we talked a little abt it too.

Haiz, I'm not at liberty to say certain things. Some of them still do not know abt certain things at the moment. I can only do that much at the moment...

*****

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Mistaken identity...

Just now when I called DBS helpline, I was asked to key in my IC no. Well, that's normal procedure... so what's there to blog abt?

Well, after I keyed in the 7 digits... and when I heard the operator address me as "... Mr. L..."
I still correct and tell the operator that I'm not "Mr. L..."... haha...
After saying that, I immediately realized that I have keyed in Xian's IC no...

Wah kao, how is that possible?!?