elements beneath the sky...

Owning 2 masks - featuring my true self & the other self... I've drifted from the normal path. Juz some thoughts, opinions, complaints, gossips, bullshits... beneath the boundaryless sky that we share.

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I am... by my own standards... a simple, sincere, average-looking scopio who can be both quiet and crazy; one who needs time to warm up to people; a homebody; sometimes impatient and stubborn, and erm, a mech engineer who doesn't look and sound like one.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Welcome to Xian's apartment...

Wow... fully furnished luxury apartment with five star service standards...
with balcony, walk-in closet (wasted lor, I shld be there to use it), hourglass-shaped bathtub, air-con, refrigerator, microwave, washer & dryer, DISH WASHER (some more, is it helpful or more troublesome?), cable tv, internet access,... and with amenities such as fitness center, pool, sauna, spas,... SHIOK man!










I start to imagine liao...
Sit back, relax, have a kit-kat, and enjoy over there... ;p

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Detective at work... busy...
DO NOT DISTURB!

Everytime I see the stupid dialog box pop up to ask me to send my regards and give those Microsoft staff who are in charge of analyzing the Error Reports some work to do (it's the one which has blah blah blah... "Please tell Microsoft about this problem"... blah blah blah), my heart sinks. Problem not resolved yet. It's so difficult to pinpoint where exactly went haywired cos'
  1. After I clicked "Don't send" (Send for what? What can Microsoft do?), the main simulation probably carries on to 'recall' the sub-simulations... basically, final results look ok.
  2. Sometimes the error occurs, sometimes it doesn't. If the simulation is replicated many times, it may even occur more than once.
  3. The VC++ codes obviously doesn't show any errors or warnings (else I couldn't have used the compiled DLL).
  4. No obvious GA and simulation logic error (else short runs could have revealed it).
  5. Didn't observed any obvious memory leaks.

Something must have occurred to either the GA or my sub-simulation modules codes, or the simulation software... But what exactly is a headache. If I don't solve this stupid bug, I can't get my lappy (laptop) to work overtime (do batch runs).

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Cold Rigid Second-to-Home Workplace?

We had a meeting to discuss the security, access, outlook, etc… first time! The discussion is, in my opinion, almost a one-way dialogue session (expected). Actually I wanted to feedback about some things, really, but I did exactly what my intuition tells me and was glad I did not waste my saliva.

So what if everyone feels that the place is too damned cold… Come on lah, don’t tell me there is nothing you can do. With money (if there’s money to install six security cameras ‘all over’ a small area, what’s the problem?) and authority, I seriously don’t see wearing jackets as the only solution (It shouldn’t be so cold in the first place). My solution is to not work in the lab if I can (and I already have the approval to do so) – as for the rest, good luck and you just have to wear more or go for frequent toilet breaks to thaw out.

Another thing is… have your boss discourage you from drinking coffee or tea or soft drinks at your desk? I can understand if they disallow food (since there’s smell), but drinks? “If you must, do it in the pantry area.” This is one ridiculous request that I find hard to accept. Anyway, I just smell food and I think that Cheena guy ‘hacked care’ and disregarded the no food ‘regulation’.

One more thing… instead of promoting the freedom and flexibility to use the lab as and when needed, the need to conform to certain absurd aspects has made it even more rigid. I just cannot understand the rational behind the need to have at least two persons working in the lab after office hours. For security and safety reasons, they say. Shouldn’t they extend this to all the staff who have their own offices since something might happen to them and nobody will know too? Just imagine that you have to work late one fine day… to do so, you jolly well have to persuade another authorized person to stay back to ‘share’ your misery. What the fish! You think others would be so free to stay with you if they have nothing urgent to finish? If I have to break this some day, I will.

The information-dissemination-'discussion' left me speechless... what can I say?

Thursday, February 01, 2007

人善被人欺

人善真的会被人欺!
也不知道是该气自己够笨还是该气那个臭维尼。
其实在写的时候,我已经快没有什么感觉了。
从期待有可信赖的人(还帮她辩护),
到等待(既然答应了,我会守信用),
到催促(怎么不自动打电话给我?),
到放弃(发简讯都不回。没收到,可能吗?)。
最后还得劳动本小姐亲自打电话。
是联络上了,也听到她再三的保证,
但我的直觉告诉我,她的保证是一堆屁话。
尽管如此,我还是抱着小小的希望,希望自己的直觉是错的!
如果没有拿到,会有一点不甘心,不过除了算了,我还能够怎样?
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以前我的GP老师早已推断到这一点了。
唯一的结论是:我的本性一点都没变。
也不知道这是好事还是坏事。嗨!