It's year 2006. I'm still the same old me with status quo likely to persist for some time to come. Every now and then, I would have people coming up to me to ask me what's my plan after "mission impossible"... at the moment, "BOH" (nope). So, for all related qns, I have returned no definitive replies/answers but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking about it at all. Just that it's still not the right time and I don't want to shut out any other possible options.
Should I: (i) continue to take up another "mission impossible" at the expense of tax-payers money (subjected to availability); (ii) join my collaborator (I suppose they need people now cos they had asked me on a number of separate occasions if I'm done here but of course I'm not... but whether they still need people when I'm done, I'm not sure - there's a vicious cycle of ups and downs in this industry); (iii) be my own boss - provided I've some biz ideas which unfortunately I haven't given it much thought yet, opportunities, and suitable biz partners (Someone just told me that I’ve the abilities to make a good business partner. Haha... a little flattered but it’s a little hard to believe considering the irrelevant stuff I’m doing now and the extremely short duration we've worked together);... etc... but be a full-time "tai tai" is NOT an option (cos Xian is still not my gold mine yet.... hee... give you a few more years lah... kekeke). Haha... actually more importantly, I think I will die of boredom if I in-charged of only household chores and nothing else (yucks! not at this age...) and I like to spend my own money to do the things I like to do (hmm... all women must have some form of self-reliance where money is concerned...) even though this applies: "我的钱是我的钱，你的钱也是我的钱"... hahah... Hmm… anyway, still a little early to think about all these given this mission-almost-impossible... I'll give it a serious thought when I'm closer to being "done"... and I MUST make sure I have one whole month of "rotting at home and traveling" before I get down to do any other things... ;pFor the first time in about two-three years, Xi actually is BUSY with work *I think*... hahah...--------------------------------
“Eh, I’m truly amazed by your endurance to actually stay and do some of these shitty stuff for such a freakin’ long time. If I were you, I would have left long time ago.”
– Quoted this from a friend who is now his own boss
Haha... I just loved his frankness but I didn't have a chance to tell him that (cos we both log out msn before I could write)...
"Not everyone can afford to leave as and when they like... and I believe there are always shitty stuff embedded in each and every jobs - his included...*insert haha smiley face*"